BALANCE + abstraction
Theres moment when you realize that, the few things that you held were true, will slip through your fingers. And the frozen air that takes their place, makes you really understand, that there is nothing static.
There is no such thing as stability; Balance is an illusion of the abstraction of a system in movement:
nothing you believe is true, there are no happy endings,
true love only exists behind a screen, prince charming will never come,
you wont be a rock star, and finally, there is nothing bad with all of these things:
mere existence is probably the only joy there is.